1. |
Anything To Talk About
03:50
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I need to buy myself new bed sheets
I’m so bored with the three I’m using
Over and over and over and over again…
I wanna cat but my landlord won’t let me
Can’t have a dog ‘cause he’d be so lonely
I’m gone and I’m out of the house most time of the day
And I spend so much time on
Anything to talk about-
Not to talk about you
I need to get me some moments of leisure
Gotta get back to new ways for me to please me,
I’m working my ears and my heart and my soul to the bone
Dry bread with honey won’t cure my hunger
Won’t satisfy my need
For more than all those crumbs from the table
I used to believe were the real thing
Now I wasted so much time on
Anything to talk about-
Not to talk about you
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2. |
Star Girl
04:13
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Where do you belong?
You come from outta space you’re all alone
But you don’t seem to care
You’re everything you ever needed
It’s a crazy world
People run in circles never learn
But you’re above it all
Never showing if you feel it
Nothing to pretend
No one to defend
Nothing that you can’t do
They will never find
what you hide inside of you
Could you ever learn
to play our games of broken hearts and lovers
Are you already beyond this simple step in evolution?
Tell me how I’m wrong
Craving all those things to make me strong
‘cause you always know
And I’m always stuck in this conclusion
If I cut you would your blood be red?
If I kiss you would I be better off dead?
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3. |
Fire Under Water
03:58
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I’m wise as I’ve ever been
And you’re not the one to blame
Conflicting experience again
My love is not blind to everything you’ve left behind
Gonna make my mistake a friend
It’s funny how you don’t see me standing in this shade
It’s funny how my world felt so real before the masquerade
And you’re floating above ground
You’re fire under water
You’re fire under water
Been living in this world of grey
And now you’ll take your light away
Tomorrow the colors will all fade
Your smile is like a knife
Inside my heart like you’re inside my life
I just wish you’d deserve my pain
And even with my cards all exposed on the table
And even when I’m drawn like a moth to your halo
You’re still floating above ground
You’re fire under water
You’re fire under water
So what now, do I just let you go?
Waking up one day to find you
safely filed away in my story?
And do I, do I even have this choice
Or am I just holding on to the illusion that I control anything?
It’s funny how you don’t see me standing in this shade
It’s funny how my world felt so real before the masquerade
And you’re floating above ground
You’re fire under water
You’re fire under water
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4. |
Excuse Me
03:34
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I don’t want to get over you
But I don’t really think you’re coming back
The good memories, they fade away
And the bad ones are gonna be all I have
Well I’m so special
So special that you threw me away
And I know you got your issues
But honey, I’m not begging you to stay!
Excuse me if I don’t shed a tear
I can’t sympathize right now
I‘m busy licking my wounds over here
Will let you know when I’m done
If you can’t handle what I’ve got
And you don’t see me as a star in your sky
Then man, you don’t deserve the spot
And I wish you good luck on your next try
Well, I don’t fit your vision
I’m not some woman you can put in a frame
If you already made your decision
Then baby, why did you play this game?
Excuse me if I don’t shed a tear
I can’t sympathize right now
I’m busy licking my wounds over here
Will let you know when I’m done
Putting you above the rest
of my heartbreak fest was outta line
And I know it’s gonna be rough for a while
So did you really expect me
to wave goodbye and smile?
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5. |
Round & Round
03:16
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I need to get away
I need a holiday
To release some of the pressure going on my mind
And every day I wake
I’m still there
But the stranger in the mirror is staring with her midlife eyes
Knocking my head against the wall
till it bleeds to feel anything at all
And I thought I was going to conquer the world…
Going around and round and round
Going nowhere
Don’t wanna become
a rat on a treadmill
So here’s another day
I wish I could say
that the stranger in the mirror is something that I've left behind
And now I can’t get no satisfaction
But I try and I try and I try…
Knocking my head againt the wall
till it bleeds to feel anything at all
And I thought I was going to conquer the world…
Going around and round and round
Going nowhere
Don’t wanna become
a rat on a treadmill
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6. |
Feel
03:38
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All day long
I count my silence
Doubtful and ambiguous
All the day
I count my reasons
To stay quiet when you speak
But I know
As I sit silently
And count the ways you hurt me still
But you cannot feel what I feel
You cannot feel what I feel
All day I’m lost in thoughts
About some lost reality
If you claim it’s only subjective
You cannot claim responsibility
But I know
As I sit silently
And count the ways you hurt me still
But you cannot feel what I feel
You cannot feel what I feel
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7. |
What If
03:49
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Too much spare time got me thinking
Cut a deal with what I feel
How the hell do I kill my instincts?
Convince myself this isn’t real
I’ll be my whipping girl
If it’d make me feel like a man
It takes away the need to take a stand
I wanna clear it off my conscience
The price I’ll pay to be free
‘cause if the rest is so damn perfect
Then what the hell does that make me?
All I’m trying to be is everything I need
And yet- I’m trying not to need anything…
‘cause what if I had? (what if you don’t?)
What if I did? (what If you won’t?)
What if I failed (what if you won’t?)
What if I had? (what if you don’t?)
What if I did? (what If you won’t?)
What if I wasted this time trying hard to be
true to myself - did I do it all wrong?
I bet the guy moving the pieces
Turns out to be as messed up as me
‘cause when I’m high off the love I’m given
That’s when he brings me to my knees
And when I’m standing all alone at the gate
Will he tell me that it’s all too late?
‘cause what if I had? …
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8. |
Find A Way
04:30
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I must find a way to make it work
‘cause everyday I’m hanging on only leaves me weaker
And something inside is telling me to let it go
There’s no room for me in your crazy world
No reason left to linger
But I want your arms around me
every time I’m feeling down
And I’m trying again to fight the will
of turning it all around
Broken hearted
All alone
And I can’t feel a thing now that you’re gone
And I’m so tired of fighting the tears
and all my fears that I’m running from
I try to let the sun come out of me like before
Though I realize it’s not the same -
when a piece in the game is missing
I won’t let myself be this weak anymore
I’ll get on again, walk through the pain
At least I’ll keep on trying
I see your face inside of every guy that smiles to me
And I wanna reach my hand for you again
But you’re not there to see
I’m broken hearted
All alone
And I can’t feel a thing now that you’re’ gone
And I’m so tired of fighting the tears
and all my fears that I’m running from
Now you wish me love
How can you wish me love
Baby, don’t you see?
When you wish me happiness
It’s the worst thing you can wish for me
‘cause this thing chose me
And you let me down after all
Now all I can wish for me
is to break the fall
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9. |
Try Again
03:59
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Lyrics by Avital Shenhar
Music by Reut yehudai and Idan Roe
Produced By Idan Roe
Reut Yehudai - Vocals, Backing Vocals & Additional Keys
Tal Cohen - Drums
Guy Bar Tor - Bass
Alon Radai - Keys & Piano
Daniel Shoham - Electric Guitars
Daniel Hoffman – Violins
Idan Roe - Additional Elertric Guitars
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